Not about exam results no not at all... stomach butterflies about going out as an adult with people to socialise, after 9pm in a wine bar. Am I mad, I like to think not, but yes my behaviour is even alarming to me! I've been a hermit for most of Summer and I'm feeling out of touch. What to wear? how to look?! I'm fine doing day activities but when it comes to going out 'partying', feelings of inadequacy start to surface. I'm sure I'll get over it one of these days... when I grow out of my thirties:)...
Well yes I was a hermit, went out for one wedding and one party in total, those will be the memories of Summer'09 for me. But Winter '09 is still to be discovered. In November I'll be traveling to Russia and Sweden, I've been 'grounded' for about 9 months. It will be good to get out of the country. And then in December there is Christmas a wonderful time in my books. Chores around the house, painting 2 flights of stairs about 36 steps in total, shall be a first but I'm up for the challenge, do not want any more destructive workmen in my den!
